I'm sorry about the next couple of posts that you'll read here.... they are about memories of my father and memories of my first love. I'm not obsessed with stories of death- I just get a little overly sentimental this time of year, I guess. I regret things that happened and I wish I could turn back the hands of time and change things that I said or did. That being said, I'm not a morbid person- I don't dwell on bad memories. I'm an upbeat guy, but I do have a sentimental side that comes out once in a while.